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  • Mood: Anguish
Long rant ahead. Involves family problems that you might not want to read about. Full of angst and sadness and everything else that comes with a rant on families.

Since my birthday falls on a Sunday I had to celebrate it on the Saturday before it, which was the 22nd of August. A family friend brought my twin sister :iconcursestein: to watch Inside Out, took us to dinner at a buffet, and brought us to the hospital where my brother's girlfriend gave birth to our first nephew. We even got the gifts we wanted, which our dad (who doesn't live with us, by the way, and it's been that way for eight months) gave to us through said family friend.

The day would have ended on a happy note, but someone had to ruin it. Who ruined it? It wasn't an enemy or some random stranger, or even some sort of calamity.

It was my mom.

She saw a note left by my dad on one of our gifts and she grabbed it and cussed. She tore it into pieces IN FRONT OF MY FACE and did the same with the note he left for my twin. She even had the audacity to post it on Facebook and Instagram and tag us in it.

After that she complained that she was being ambushed and that she thought "we were a team". She told us that when our dad left, he did not only leave her but he left us too. She said that if we didn't stay with her, she would have been so happy and she could totally live easy, like she claims my dad is. She said that she chose to live in difficulty because she loves us. She even said that if we want to accept our gifts from him, that's fine, but if we want to see him, talk to him, thank him, or whatever it is we can't do with him anymore, we should just leave her and go to him.

What. The. Hell?!?!?

After that she goes on crying that her "perfect" day was ruined because of a gift from my dad. What she doesn't realize is that she ruined our first seemingly perfect day with all this bitterness and petty anger. I am so tempted to leave my mother but not without hurting her physically in so many different ways. I want to strangle her, punch her, kick her around, slap her, and leave her half dead on the bedroom floor before leaving the house. But this does not mean I want to leave to go to my dad. I love my dad, but he won't understand. I just want to leave this house and stay as far away from my mom as possible. She's making me want to leave her. Maybe if I did, my life would be so much easier. I would be able to get a job, earn money, and be with people who are willing to listen, and  I wouldn't have to put up with her crap anymore.

Best birthday ever, am I right? Perks of being twenty-one, I guess.

Emotionally exhausting birthday to me...
How vain can you really be if you're as cute as me?
World Tour by killahsese
World Tour
I MISSED DAY FOUR AND NOW I PASSED DAY FIVE I AM SUCH A HORRIBLEFAN I HAVE DISAPPOINTED SCOTT WESTERFELD

All that aside, the theme for day five is World Tour. I didn't know how to draw any landmark, I felt that making them ride on a magic carpet was unoriginal, and I didn't 't feel like writing. That was when I remembered this show I watched called Total Drama. Their third season was called Total Drama: World Tour, where they went around the world doing nearly-impossible tasks to keep themselves from getting eliminated.

This was heavily based on this one scene where Noah (Deryn) made fun of Cody(Newkirk) for having a tiny sausage. To be able to understand the context of this line, watch the episode Slap Slap Revolution. Alek was just some girl who was carrying Noah. I felt that it was appropriate for the situation because Newkirk is basically a loser.

Alek, Deryn, Newkirk, and the Leviathan Trilogy belong to Scott Westerfeld.
Total Drama belongs to...well, Total Drama. I don't know the company.
Art and materials belong to me.
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  • Mood: Anguish
Long rant ahead. Involves family problems that you might not want to read about. Full of angst and sadness and everything else that comes with a rant on families.

Since my birthday falls on a Sunday I had to celebrate it on the Saturday before it, which was the 22nd of August. A family friend brought my twin sister :iconcursestein: to watch Inside Out, took us to dinner at a buffet, and brought us to the hospital where my brother's girlfriend gave birth to our first nephew. We even got the gifts we wanted, which our dad (who doesn't live with us, by the way, and it's been that way for eight months) gave to us through said family friend.

The day would have ended on a happy note, but someone had to ruin it. Who ruined it? It wasn't an enemy or some random stranger, or even some sort of calamity.

It was my mom.

She saw a note left by my dad on one of our gifts and she grabbed it and cussed. She tore it into pieces IN FRONT OF MY FACE and did the same with the note he left for my twin. She even had the audacity to post it on Facebook and Instagram and tag us in it.

After that she complained that she was being ambushed and that she thought "we were a team". She told us that when our dad left, he did not only leave her but he left us too. She said that if we didn't stay with her, she would have been so happy and she could totally live easy, like she claims my dad is. She said that she chose to live in difficulty because she loves us. She even said that if we want to accept our gifts from him, that's fine, but if we want to see him, talk to him, thank him, or whatever it is we can't do with him anymore, we should just leave her and go to him.

What. The. Hell?!?!?

After that she goes on crying that her "perfect" day was ruined because of a gift from my dad. What she doesn't realize is that she ruined our first seemingly perfect day with all this bitterness and petty anger. I am so tempted to leave my mother but not without hurting her physically in so many different ways. I want to strangle her, punch her, kick her around, slap her, and leave her half dead on the bedroom floor before leaving the house. But this does not mean I want to leave to go to my dad. I love my dad, but he won't understand. I just want to leave this house and stay as far away from my mom as possible. She's making me want to leave her. Maybe if I did, my life would be so much easier. I would be able to get a job, earn money, and be with people who are willing to listen, and  I wouldn't have to put up with her crap anymore.

Best birthday ever, am I right? Perks of being twenty-one, I guess.

Emotionally exhausting birthday to me...

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Summer Sese
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
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Favourite genre of music: Rock, pop, and classical.
Favourite photographer: Nigel Barker, noted fashion photographer; Cole Sprouse
Favourite style of art: Traditional :D
Operating System: Windows7
MP3 player of choice: Nokia 5130, aka my cellphone
Skin of choice: custom skin, of course!
Favourite cartoon character: Shirou Fubuki, Hiroto Kiyama, Kazuya Ichinose, Yuuki Tachimukai, Marceline the Vampire Queen
Personal Quote: Don't be scared, you better be prepared.
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Raakone Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Happy Birthday!
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Raakone Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Happy Birthday!
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crescentshadows19 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!!!!   Birthday cake  icon 
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Taiya001 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Party :party: PARTY HARD HappyDance partay - NaNoEmo - day 3 :happy birthday: partay - NaNoEmo - day 3 HappyDance PARTY HARD :party: Party
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
My Dork Dance Relaxed dance 182 : Dance Together Emoticon :shuffelin: Victory Dance Put your fingers in the air Caramel dansen emote Put your fingers in the air Victory Dance :shuffelin: 182 : Dance Together Emoticon Relaxed dance My Dork Dance
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minniemerritt Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Early Birthday! :party:
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akatsukicloud227 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav
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AvalonMelody Featured By Owner May 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ty for the watch! ovo
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killahsese Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're so very welcome, darling!
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SeekHim Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013  Hobbyist Writer

I notice you’re from the Philippines. I hope you didn’t lose anyone during

the hurricane! I had a friend down there and for a few days I didn't

know if he was alive or dead

 

I've found that a lot of people here in the U.S. don't know much their

own country, much less anyone else's.  :(

 

I post prayer updates about different countries. Part of the reason is to raise

awareness about what's going on in the rest of the world.

 

Recently I’ve started a personal initiative; if I notice someone on DA 

is from another country, If I've done their country I let them know.

It’s my way of letting them know that others are thinking about their home. :)

 

These two are about your home!

 

Original

fav.me/d4txqw6

 

Hurricane

seekhim.deviantart.com/art/Ple…

 

GOD bless

John 3:16

 

 

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killahsese Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
So far, I am unaware if I have any relatives or friends that have been badly affected by the typhoon.
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